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Just starting up a blog for the heck of it.  Why not?   Hanging with Iris in this sauna of an apartment of ours amongst many boxes.  I hate chaos but can't seem to avoid it.  Waiting on a move that is a good thang but that I have very little control over.  In my never ending pursuit of the oh so elusive virtues,  patience will be the last, if ever,  I aquire.   Especially when it comes to authority figures, which when your in my state in life, is virtually everyone.  But I tell ya I can't help but feel blessed, meaning in this context cared for, loved, protected.   Maybe it's the insanity talking but I'm just saying, not as worried as some might be in my perdicament.  I think I am finally nestling into this trust thing with the Lord.  Not that I don't have my moments of absolute terror, but they seem to not grab hold of me like they used to.   Fr. John would say "but that's a good thing",  reassuring me that there may be a slim chance that it's possible that just maybe I'm heading kind of in the not wrong direction, maybe.......